_this is my first entry in this Diary_
_i realy don't know what tó write.. well it's friday 0:31AM
kinda early in the morning .. tomorow am i facing the future. i'm going to a town near by, and mabye will meet my ex love there .. and who knows what can happen'.. let's hopw for the bset [even if i dont know what the best is].

something slow is crawling out from my speakers...
feels nice .. hearing rain in the backround .lights are so low that you cant even se them ... and i feel that i have to go to bed. (work tomorrow) .. but i'd reather lave all this behind and just pass away. just transfrom into some kind of diferent lifeform. a kind that would not be so superficial, and had not that many things to care about.
strange feeling i get.. like everything that i was ment to do in my life i allready done .. and i get kinda scared. What's next ? did i realy ment to do that ? all though i dont belive inte fait.
should i look at the future or past ? where whould i live?

i need to snap out of this!
[/sorry for my bad english/]
Paul'_M's "Grey Diary"